This is my first post about my struggles and my journey. Hopefully this blog will give me a way to express the very emotions that I keep inside of me. These are the very feeling that can only come up from a binge and purge. They only escape that way. I am at the end of thids chaoes but it still happens because I cannot make it stop. Tonight it happened after a wonderful Rosh Hashanna dinner at the iun laws. I ate well but I was hungry when I came home and 3 rices cakes later with jelly turned into blaoted stomach which turned into a binge of cereal, two cliff bars and a purge. It felt so good o get out all of the upset and well, just plain anxiety in general.
So hopefully this will be a way to document what the F**CK happens in my head.
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