It was horrible. Ouch. Pain. Alone.
Fear
Fuck and Run!
Stay away. Leave me alone. If you see I am weak, you may leave.
This is what was going on in my head for days and I Binged and purged for days. It was the only thing that made me feel clean.
It has been two days with B and P and I feel good about it. Actually went to Break the Fast for Yom Kippur and ate and enjoyed myself. Bloated tummy today but I have been okay with it. It will go away.
I am sick of dying to be thin..
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